Baby Daddy

Where do I begin!? Let's see... I'm going to start with saying this has been one bumpy roller coaster ride that I don't think either of us had planned for when hopping in. However I must say that I am pleased with how far we've both come and where it looks as though we are headed. I know I haven't been the easiest girl to love this past year, but I'm sure you can imagine why. Since we've been together it seems as though it has just been one thing after the other, literally. Neither of us have really been able to just sit back and catch our breath for 5 minutes before another thing is thrown our way. But for those reasons exactly I know we will be okay, and I have faith that we will make it clear to the moon and back.

"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
I think it's pretty safe to say that is damn near right on for you and I. It has been very difficult at times, but when push came to shove, you nor I left each others side. I want to thank you again, and just let it be known how much I appreciate you being the shoulder and rock for me to lean on when things got REALLY tough (you know what I'm referring to). You and your family especially your mom helped me in ways I can't really put into words. Just know that I am forever grateful for you both. I have grown so fond of your entire family, and I have Christmas to thank for that. Also thank you for not allowing my stubborn ways to get the best of that holiday, I had a lot of fun and felt nothing but love.

Baby... we're going to have a baby!!! How crazy is that. And she is well on her way, which by the way you need to get your butt out here. I refuse to push unless you're right next to me holding my hand. This of all things was most unexpected, but in hindsight I think this is just the right thing for us both to get us both at this point in our lives where we see the true value of life. It's time to grow up suga, ready or not! I have faith in us, and honestly can't wait to have our little family of 3. I am also glad that it's going to be with you. I day dream all the time about you holding our daughter, how much she's going to love and depend on her daddy. You're going to be great, I just know it. You have such a big heart and I can't wait for this gorgeous little girl of ours to have you wrapped around her little finger ;)

 With that being said I want you to know how proud I am of you for who you are today. I want to thank you again for being so patient with me and my mood swings (cooking a baby isn't easy, and has taken a toll on my body AND mind). I appreciate you baring with me. I also want to thank you for being so okay with moving to a completely different state to be with me and raise our child. I love you forever for that.

I know we did things a little unorthodox but I did have my palm read with Ahia a couple years back and she did tell me that I would have 1 child out of wedlock (we thought that b!tch was crazy, she obviously didn't know who my dad was telling me I was gonna have a baby before I was married, pshhh). But little did I know she was actually right on. I think this will (and already has) made us tons stronger both as individuals and as a couple, not to mention the distance has made me grow much fonder ;) jk i love ya. But for reals, I think things happened this way for a reason and I hope you plan to spend the rest of your life with me like I do with you.

I can't wait to see and kiss your face off everyday, and just having you around will make me feel safer and secure. Can't wait to see you holding our baby girl, really I just can't wait to spend everyday loving and growing with you for the rest of forever. I love you Michael Zachary Evans, your heart is safe with me.